Bravely Embrace

I just had my bath; all clean and fresh.

I met up with my friend for yum char at our usual place. It was great. Great conversation, good laughs were all we had for wholesome 2 hours. While I was still having a drink there, I received a sms from a friend of many years; someone whom I used to trust and rely on, regardless on my ups or downs days and for my happiness. We exchanged a couple of smses and I’ve decided to pick up the things he got for me (since a few months back). Since I thought it was on the way and he hasn’t sleep, may as well just pick it up.

We chatted outside his house. Stood by the railing and chatted for an hour, just some updates on each other’s life (mainly about work). Sad to say, through the conversation, the pattern of conveying and the info given was just FOL. Nothing has changed.

The past is the past. He is to me and so am I to him.

I had a conversation with MG just the other day. We chatted with regards to relationships and it came to a point that a point was made. “Relationships very much depend on fate”. If it is meant for someone, it will; no matter what, no matter how. For an example, if a couple broke up and somehow they got back together few years down the road, would both of them want to know each other’s past and happenings during that few years of separation?

Personally, I wouldn’t want to know anything as I know it is The End of it. I’ve move on (moving on slowly) and this person will just remain as someone whom I knew; someone who taught me to be wiser and stronger. I really just want to thank him for all the teachings, experiences, items and care he gave. He will be just part of my sweet memories. All will fade away, slowly……for both of us, I know.

“Yesterday is the past,
Today is a present,
Tomorrow is a mystery.”

The year of the Ox will not be easy for me (not only from what all the predictions said, but also based on reality). But I know it will be the NEW year for me when the clock strikes 12 later today. There will be challenges on my career and also myself.

Anyhow, I will embrace and brave through the year. I just have to make things how I want them to be. The future very much relies on the person, isn’t it? "What happen matters".