Crappy no More

This will be my last entry for the night.

I was feeling rather crappy this afternoon. Somehow moody. PMS maybe.

Despite the fact that I’ve made up my mind on my new focus and direction in my life, I was feeling down. I still have this stupid depression and lack of self confidence in me. I hate the feeling sooooo much. It was as if flowing in my bloodstream. How I wished I could just get rid of it by changing the blood in my body. *a crappy and silly thought*

Anyways……

A fact is a fact, and life goes on no matter what. We can’t change a fact and situation, but it is how we accept it and move on. It is solely our decision and will power to change our mindset and ourself to face it with courage. And, once we have made up our mind, embrace it wholeheartedly.

Never ever underestimate and look down on ourselves. Others might seem to be better than us in any ways, but it is just the surface. As the saying goes, “the pasture on the other side always looks greener”, but how true is it? One won't know until he/she is in it. I believe God is fair and no one is perfect.

No one can give you confidence, except yourself.
No one will love you 100%, except yourself.
No one will cherish you completely, except youself.

Start to love and respect yourself.

Today I may be feeling depressed and crappy.

But,

Tomorrow will be a whole new beginning for me!