One Year

Before I call it a day, I just wanna scribble my thoughts of the day……

Do you remember what were you doing and how your life was in the same month or same period of time, but a year ago?

A year ago, you could be slogging in the warm-sauna-like- office, working your ass off for a project, but this year, you could be lathering sun tan lotion by the beach or savoring on tea and scones on the hill with the cool breeze blowing your hair.

How things evolve and change in our life. How someone could be different over a period of time.

I remembered mine….and I’ve never forgotten about it…

Last year around this time, I would say my work was still quite manageable. Life was much easier and carefree….It was a different kind of happiness I had.

This year, I am quite packed building my career; heavier responsibilities on my shoulders and more challenges in life. However, I find myself enjoying it despite the on-and-off stress I have in me. I am happier. Sadist, you may call me.

But, no…

…..I am not a sadist; it is just that I realized how these challenges have made me stronger somehow and also to be more decisive.

Comparing last year to now, I was more reserved. I was more of a “listener”. I did what was told. Now, I have more freedom to do the things that I enjoy and fancy; and on my own pace.

After a year, I’ve changed (I think. Perhaps you can tell me?)

One year down the road, how would I be? What will I be doing?

Nites…