The Mood

I just got back not too long ago.

I woke up feeling a little awful. (I don’t think I woke up on the wrong side of the bed) I woke up from a dream that impacted my mood for the day. I was feeling rather moody.

The dream seemed so real that I could even remember it after I woke up. I dreamt that I went on a holiday somewhere and somehow I was robbed at the villa where I stayed. There were a few bad guys who threatened me for my money and life. I ran and tried to hide from the bad ones. In the dream, my bodyguard was there. He was another person’s bodyguard in my virtual world (my dream). My bodyguard resigned from protecting me for a year but somehow he appeared. He helped me. I was still relying on him and seemed like I was still hoping to get a bodyguard like him. I was comparing him with other candidates. People deserve a chance to prove themselves.

Why?

I know it is unfair to compare; as the Chinese saying goes: 人比人，比死人。

My mind is clouded with less positive thoughts today, I have to admit. I wasn’t my jovial self. After tea and dinner with my buddies, I took a long route home. I needed some time to myself; some space alone to think; to clear my mind.

Mama asked me if I was better when I got home. She was concerned about me. She knew something was wrong with me when I stepped out of the house.

The sun has set, the night has come; moon is out. Today has ended and tomorrow will be here.

It will be a brighter tomorrow!