Off late..

I am just taking some time off to jot this down, my thoughts for the day.

I have been thinking lately (whenever I had the free time to).

I wondered to myself…why I am always packed with work…endless work. Is it because I am just overwhelmed with them or is it because of my lacking in planning and management of time?

I wonder, I ponder.

At times, I thought of just quitting from what I am doing, but then again, I know if I were to make that spur decision, it is known as stupidity. I still have my commitments and now it is not really a suitable time to quit. Not unless I have a great, suitable backup job.

While I’m driving, regardless to work or heading home, I will think to myself. Why am I so committed to my work? What is “work-life balance”? What is a public holiday? What is 5.30pm (after work)?

Maybe sometimes I should just be a real employee and forget about work till the next morning. I should be enjoying my personal time.

Work has been bogging me down off late (or shall I say for quite some time already). I worry.

I do enjoy my job scope and the exciting happenings, but it just bites me back sometimes.

What is wrong with me?

Universe, please give me the wisdom that I need to overcome the challenges in my exciting life and make things sail smoothly. Thank you, Universe.