It really makes me ponder. ..how do I know what am I really good at? I am just an average person.
I might know the answers to my own questions, but the thing is, I am lacking of opportunities unlike previous times.
Throughout my years in the workforce, I don’t think I have ever encountered/ met a good mentor, except for one. But really unfortunately, I’ve only managed to learn from her for less than a year until I was offered to a totally different job opportunity. To me, at this juncture, this opportunity is a little quite unhappy learning curve.
Until today, (I know I have mentioned this before) I still can’t figure out the reasons for feeling like crap every Sunday night. I don’t think I’ve ever felt this crappy in my previous job(s). I liked and enjoyed very much what I was doing previously even though it was a one man show kind of job scope. One-leg-kick, I managed to work my way through.
Off and on, I will look back at the photos of the jobs/ events that I’ve managed, planned and organized, and the interesting people that I've met. The networking circle was bigger and friendlier then. I really miss those days. I never felt tired and worn out or lost focus.
I can’t turn back time. No one can. I am left with no choice but to make the coming days and months a better one.
Dear Universe/ God,
Please help and grant me with courage and strength to improve my working life. Let me see and feel the light at the end of this tunnel – the path that was presented to me. I want to see the sparks in my eyes again. Thank you.
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