I am rather unhappy today. I feel as if I am going to burst and it’s really up to my neck. I really feel like throwing in the towel. But, I know I can’t (for now).
I really cannot understand why. This is me – I dislike being unappreciated.
I’ve tried my very best in terms of follow ups and to get something which is beneficial and I expect an answer to it. What do I get end of the day? NOTHING. NO REPLY, NO INDICATION. Being on the supplier side doesn’t mean I have to take all the shit from you. I am also human. Everything you requested, I try my level best to fulfill. Please have some respect. When I asked for something politely, I would expect an answer or at least a response. Don’t you know what manners are? You might be busy, everyone is busy in their life – but, it just doesn’t work this way!
I had enough!
IF, IF only I have an alternative, I would NOT stay on.
I really cannot understand. No doubt, there is always work stress, but, this time round, I just don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel. I used to enjoy and still can handle the stress when I was in the flamboyant industry. But now, I just couldn’t. Maybe IT IS NOT my cup of tea. The passion and love, just didn’t grow over the months.
Why? I don’t get it.
Having a turning point at this juncture is running away from reality. I have to admit.
Dear God and Universe, what should I do now? I seek your guidance for a better alternative to this torment. Mentally, I just cannot cope nor focus.
I really cannot understand why. This is me – I dislike being unappreciated.
I’ve tried my very best in terms of follow ups and to get something which is beneficial and I expect an answer to it. What do I get end of the day? NOTHING. NO REPLY, NO INDICATION. Being on the supplier side doesn’t mean I have to take all the shit from you. I am also human. Everything you requested, I try my level best to fulfill. Please have some respect. When I asked for something politely, I would expect an answer or at least a response. Don’t you know what manners are? You might be busy, everyone is busy in their life – but, it just doesn’t work this way!
I had enough!
IF, IF only I have an alternative, I would NOT stay on.
I really cannot understand. No doubt, there is always work stress, but, this time round, I just don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel. I used to enjoy and still can handle the stress when I was in the flamboyant industry. But now, I just couldn’t. Maybe IT IS NOT my cup of tea. The passion and love, just didn’t grow over the months.
Why? I don’t get it.
Having a turning point at this juncture is running away from reality. I have to admit.
Dear God and Universe, what should I do now? I seek your guidance for a better alternative to this torment. Mentally, I just cannot cope nor focus.
*I am really looking forward to Friday night. That is when I can get away from all these for 2 days. I don't think I want to waste this precious 2 days.
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