I am feeling really down now. Mixed feelings; I shall call it. Somehow, I tear-ed. I don’t know why I felt that as if I am lost when he left for his business trip just now. I felt the emptiness. I lost my concentration. Weird. I shared with him how I felt. I was neither not shy nor wanting to hide my feelings from him. I don’t see a reason to hide and not share when two people are in a relationship, especially with him. Maybe because he is important to me; in my life. Maybe it's also because I know he is far away from me....
The weekend has come to an end. I start to feel the work stress in me, as if it’s haunting me. This week will be a busy week for me (which week isn’t, by the way?). There is training in store for us tomorrow, then I have to prepare for my Tuesday's meeting. An important meeting to make or break. Wednesday will not allow me to complete most of my work as I have my customer’s event to attend in the afternoon. Thursday and Friday I will be in KK, Sabah for a trade visit. I just can’t wait for the weekend to come again – that is what I always look forward to.
I just hope I will feel better later.
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